no snappy title
do you ever get in one of those mind sets where you are really close to having a panic attack all the time, well that is where I am right now.
I can't really put my finger on it, it's just there, lurking, ever lurking....then I fall asleep and it's fine, safe secure, all wrapped up with my bubs and the world is far away.
then I wake up and it all starts again.
welcome to panic city.
Again, I am really not 100% on why I am having these borderline attacks....every thing on etsy is good, me and my bubs, um...we're awesome. SO that just leaves me, an inherent flaw in me that makes me panic, and makes me scared.
What if I am not living life enough....will I look back when I am old and think of all the things I should have done, if I were not so scared.
See, this is the problem I think, and it's an odd conundrum. I love what I do more than anything (except my bubs) but....being an artist being so solitary, well that is where many problems start. Not leaving the house, becomes not wanting to leave the house, and then all I have is my work which I obsess over to the point of just near insanity.
then I sleep, then it starts again.
and so on, and so on.
Ugh, I hate this I am sorry to ramble about unnamed psychosis, but hell, it's my blog and I will do with it what I want.
(much the same argument I gave my parents when I got my first tattoo)
ok anyway, let's get to something brighter, cheerier, all the more lovely. Have any of you been to my flickr account recently? If so then you will have seen that I uploaded all the mini notepads, as well as the three new prints for my shop....in case you are in a rush I have added the new prints to this blog entry as well as my new round gift tags, aren't they dreamy???
ok, in all seriousness, thank you for reading my psycho babble, seriously, it helps just to type it.