I wish I was in bed

I am feeling really burned out, it was one of those days I didn't want to be out of bed, it was too nice all curled up there with Keith.

I think if there is a heaven, then that's it.

I am trying not to freak out, trying so hard not to freak out...I am not sure if it's working. I am petrified about not being able to get my stupid medicine, I do not want to go back to being sick again like I was last year, when Keith would have to be up all night with me helping me to breath.

ok I understand that stressing about will not make it any better, and I do have 2 more days to raise $200 so that's not out of the question, though it is unlikely.

I don't know, I'll figure it out.

This weekend we will have the peanut, so I need to get my head together for that...must be able to care for someone else and forget my bullshit for a minute.

Oh, and while wasting time on Etsy today I found this great website called "Sloganizer" you need to go, it will come up with these great slogans for you.

Mine was..." Stiletto Heights Makes Me Hot"

that seems right, I mean if I wasn't me, I would make myself hot...ok that sounds gross and doesn't make sense, but to me it does.

This piece is something I listed today for sale in my shop, it is titled "We Were In This Bed" I love the way it turned out, so much that I am actually going to use a portion of it in the new banner for my shop, which will be premiering on Monday!!