Tomorrow

here it is...wedding day eve...is that a thing? It should be, it should really be a thing.

Am I nervous....no, though my stomach is jittery with excitement and too much coffee, I will admit to that. You see...tomorrow I will be Mrs. Bubs, my bubs will be my hubs if you will.

Though we have lived as though we were married for years now, there is something so very magical about it happening for real.

It's so much different than my first marriage, when I was so young and getting married for all the wrong reasons, basically to prove a point, get out of my parents house, be taken care of, not be alone...

getting married for love, well this makes me really feel like a first time bride.

So things have been very hectic the past several days, we went from having the mean cheese, to have the cheese and my bubs' parents, now it is just them, and tonight...my mommy is coming into town.

our house has had a very "Sixteen Candles" kind of vibe to it, people sleeping all over the place, and my bubs and I set up camp on the floor of my studio, I told my bubs that it was exciting "like camping" but apparently it's not like camping at all (so he says).

I do apologize as I know I am making no sense....

I want to thank all of you out there who have been so wonderful during these months and weeks of wedding mania, thank all of you for the wonderful gifts and cards which were such a wonderful surprise to get in the mail.

next time I blog hopefully I will have wedding photos to share, hopefully I will look beautiful and not too fat...ok now I will admit that I am scared of looking fat...that I am nervous about.

anyway, thank you all again.

xoxoxo
jenn